Where to start today? 8D

OH EM GEE, GUESS WHUT!

Hm?

Cant guess? oO

Oh-kay~ I guess I'll tell you! ^^

CALEB GIDEON CRESS CUT ME! D: *shows thumb with big gash on it* Huh? Did I provoke it? NO! D< I was just pretending to hit him with a book! D: (He always hits me for saying crap, hell, god, ext, ext...) So I think pretending to be violent doesnt deserve to bleed over it! D: I mean LOOK! *SHOWS THUMB AGAIN*

Then... I CANT READ THE HOST! Its too... IDK! DX

Anywho~ I read Twilight THREE times my friends! XD

AND GUESS WHAT IM NOT TIRED OF IT YET! 8D anywho... KAILA BETTER GET TO READING ECLIPSE~ Tanzy will be upset if you dunt finish it~ x3

and onto my last order of business~

Why Do I Love Him? pt2 - 66.9996858509598% done, kay?
Poem (Unknown name) - Open (Meaning I need a topic)
Jasper's Past pt4 - 24% done! D:

Um, I think thats it~ (Kaila ask your mom about you going to that movie tomorrow)

LATER DUDES~ <3

Stolen from

I fear...
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 7

[x] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 11

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 16

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up

Total so far: 21

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 25

I'm afraid of 25 out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless

My suicide letter! XD found at : [link]

Listen Up Dumbfucks:

Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like everyone of you "sane" people.

I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can make my own decisions and follow through on them. And I can do these without any aid from celebrities, T.V., radio or MySpace. Unfortunately, every one of you shit-brained lemmings seem to lack these skills and I can't fucking take it any more.

Since everyone else in this world is a fucking retarded drone who revels in their ignorance and unintelligence, I must put an end to my misery. I truly wish I was normal. I wish I could be a fucking retarded sponge like all of you. I wish I could have the same conversations day in and day out about sports, politics and "how about that weather huh?". But I can't.

Sure you'll see this note and say Allyson's the crazy one. You have to it's the only way you can go on thinking you're sane and your pathetic life is meaningful. Go ahead, call me the weirdo like everyone else surely will. Then, return to your happiness of everyday mindless monotony.

My only wish is that the bullet I put into my brain doesn't kill me but only leaves me brain dead. For if ignorance is bliss and everyone of you fuck-for-brains is truly happy, then living a life without a brain stem in a coma, devoid of any cognitive ability must surely be utopia.

Leave My Machine Plugged In You Fucking Retards,

Allyson

P.S. Just to be sure, could you check my pulse again?

This is in no way REAL! XD

So TTFN~ LATER~ <3

I apologize for the over the top ranting in journal form but I have to get it out of the way...

Mkay, where to start? How about thursday evening?

I was texting Kaila this idea I had for tricking Caleb, and she agreed to go along with it... We both did our part and our mission was a success for the most part... (She was voluntary about the WHOLE thing)

Today I tell Caleb "It was all a joke, ya'know?" And he practically had a seizure mixed with anger and frustration... Everytime I saw him he would yell either: "YOU HAVE A SICK MIND! D<" OR "YOUR SOUL ISNT DARK ITS PITCH BLACK! D<" I informed him it was all MY idea and to not hold it againts anyone...

Now Kaila texts me "He's ignoring me... Bye now..." (Not going into full detail for all the texts were erased becase of full inbox) So I am worried about losing my friends over a silly prank... I am truely sorry for all those who were hurt in the process of my what used to be little and harmless joke... Truely... I am...

Now I sit here typing my heart out hoping some one will have the soul/heart to read/understand what Im saying...

The drama of school (no matter where I go) seems to follow me... EVERYWHERE!

Bye.

-Allyson

001. Name - Allyson
002. Nickname - Ally, Talon, Taltal, FLARD, Allen Rick Jeff, Fat, am I missing any? D:
003. Status - Single.
004. Zodiac sign- Doggy (Star sign is Virgo!)
005. Male or female - Female
006. Elementary - TOO MANY! D: State Street for 5th and sixth the others are all mixed like Central, and EastDale
007. High School - Ambridge Area
008. College - Not there yet
009. Smart - Sometimes... Not all the time.
010. Hair color - Strawberry Blonde
011. Long or short - Medium
012. Loud or Quiet - Both...!
013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans, BLUE OR BLACK! c:
014. Phone or Camera - Phone
015. Health freak - Sometimes...
016. Drink or Smoke? - Nope... (Kaila is my DESIGNATED DRIVER! XD)
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - Idk anymore... >:
018. Eating or Drinking - both are needed to maintane life... >.>
019. Piercings - Ears
020. Tatoos- Not yet, I want a dragon
023. First piercing - Ears
024. First best friend - Kristina
025. First award - All A's in fourth grade
026. First crush - Matthew L.(Weird)
027. First pet - TANK! >3 (Rot.)
028. First big vacation - NC.
030. First big birthday - Bowling party when I was 7...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - Stuffed crust pizza! 8D
050. Drinking - Nothing... >:
052. I'm about to - Get something to drink...
053. Listening to - River Flows in You - Yurima (Bella's Lullaby! 8D)
054. Plans for today - Get some pledges for mah Rock-a-thon (Kaila ask bout this later)

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? - IDK! D:
059. Want to get married? - Yes (Remember I like 'em COLD,DEAD,AND SPARKLEY! XD)
060. Careers - Author or Photographer

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes - Eyes!
070. Shorter or taller? - Tall, I like a challenge! >3 (Dont ask... -_-'
072. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH! D:
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Tummy
074. Sensitive or loud - Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship plz
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - Both if possible

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - Dont need 'em
081. Ran away from home - Tried! D:
084. Broken someone's heart - No^^
085. Been arrested - ALMOST! XD
087. Cried when someone died - Yeah... >:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - Not really...
090. Miracles - Yes
091. Love at first sight - Yup
092. Heaven - Yeah
093. Santa Claus - Nope... my dad said he died... o.o
094. Sex on the first date - Maybe! XD
095. Kiss on the first date - Yep

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - Yeah
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - Nope
099. Do you believe in God? - Yes! ^^
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: AND uh... idk... EVERYONE! >D

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XD

Anywho... UM... Thanks go out to:

KAILAS MOM: For letting me stay the night!
Kaila: For inviting me in the first place! XD
Some guy at the bowling alley: For giving me a dollar! 8D
God: For giving us Dazzling people! XD

MOVING ON!

I have recently(8 o'clock last night) finished the ENTIRE Twilight SAGA and... D:

*needs more to feed her need for Vampire novles* D:

Any suggetsions? DX

Oh, I give it a well earned 4 1/2 stars out of 5... Resonable?
Reasoning: CLIFFHANGER! D< It leaves you not KNOWING! D: I started to like Jacob and then "BAM! End of story! Sorry, not in the mood to write anymore, Bye now!^^" So: >

You will NEVER know... >.>
Neither will I... >: Darn Stephenie Meyer! D:
I must find The Host now! DX

Anywho, from what I know we are choosing charries from Twilight heres who has who:

Me: Emmet Cullen~! <3
Kaila: Dr. Carlisle Cullen~!
Megan: Jacob Black! (no longer on my HATE list)
Katie F.: Jasper HALE(NOT CULLEN! D<~! ^^
Tanzy: (Undecided)

anyone missing? >:


Spoiler time~!

Idc if any of the wolves imprinted on anyone! This is for the fun of it! NOTHING more!

Done nao... I highly doubt you found spoilers in that but idc

Later~ <3 Emmet Cullen